The Bookish Girl

Sheep and Wool.

So I didn’t write toward the end of last week because my pumping breaks were in a haze of exhaustion. I did not cry a drop last week, I did get very close. This is not a badge of honor. Just a point of note. I felt like crying. There are a lot of things flying around here lately and going back to work is just one of them. Sophia did really well with my sister and I am so thankful she was able to use her VACATION time to come babysit. It was her idea…to ease my transition. I am lucky to have a sister like her.

Our babysitter started yesterday. She will be here for the summer. I stayed home to ease her transition and I am so glad I did. The wee babe had spent the last two days SCREAMING her little lungs out. We were thinking that she had an ear infection, no wait it was the gas, no wait she’s hungry, no wait she’s tired. The doctor says she’s fine – no sign of infection, etc, etc.

She gave a hint of this behavior during our trip to NHS&W. Picture a sad and sorry little baby crying and crying and crying while I tried to keep her away from people for fear of burning their ears. It was so sad and very sucky until she fell asleep in the sling. I felt horrible for her and I wasn’t able to enjoy too much of the festival up until that point. I realized that while she is pretty flexible and, in most cases, game for anything that I get really tired and it’s hard to keep the pace that I used to keep and do all the things that I used to like to do. Sigh. So. Many. Changes.

Thankfully there were many hands to help. Mama Cate took her at one point and worked some kind of baby whispering magic. Her magic gave Sophia about an hour of peace. Unfortunately during the worst of it I was woefully alone, until Cynthia walked by (*with Wanda who was in town, hi Wanda!*) and I just about attacked her and handed off the babe in order to get a bit of a break. My girls were in abundance and pushed the stroller (aka sherpa aka yarn carrier) around for me.
Other than that it was a great time. I got to shower love on Kellee and hung with my Teamies from Boston (uh, Jackie was supposed to join us but she was, get this, Hung Over…she swore she was going to rally and make it anyway. The reality of the situation bit her in the ass, we missed you!). I love these girls. There are no words for the level of comfort I feel with them. I am lucky indeed to have such great friends here in Boston and in Blog land. The festivals, especially NHS&W, is such a great opportunity to catch up with those in New England that I miss and love to hang out with. And all of this due to this here blog.

I picked up some more merino from Nick’s Meadow Farm (I’ll try to get a pic of it tonight). It is the yarn that I used in Sophia’s Kai Sweater…I absolutely love this yarn. I purchased enough to make another sweater for Sophia, this time a size larger for next winter. I also picked up some Wool (with a capital W to emphasize the how woolly it is) to make Soakers for baby. That’s it…I didn’t get a thing more. Unless you count all the fair food – there was a LOT of that.

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20 Comments »


  1. Susan says:

    I’m glad you managed to have a good time and so sorry that Sophia was fussy. (Doesn’t that sound tame and lovely?) Poor little thing.

    Comment - May 15, 2007 : 4:38 pm


  2. elisa says:

    Honey, you guys both did great. Sophia was an amazing little champ all through dinner, and even though you were tired, you were as charming and gracious as ever. Blogland’s lucky to have you, too.

    xo,
    Elisa

    Comment - May 15, 2007 : 4:41 pm


  3. Bea says:

    I hope Sophia starts feeling better, it stinks when little ones cry and cry and you can’t figure out the reason. That’s great that she does well with your sister, it is such a relief to me when my little on (5 months old) does well with whoever watches him, sometimes he does awesome and doesn’t cry the entire day, and sometimes he will cry for hours, no apparent reason, I think maybe because he misses mommy :( That’s great that you had a good time at the festival, nothing like friends to help with baby and funnel cakes to make you feel better!

    Comment - May 15, 2007 : 4:44 pm


  4. Carole says:

    I’m sorry that you were alone when Sophia was being fussy. I would have been happy to intervene.

    Comment - May 15, 2007 : 4:49 pm


  5. Lucia says:

    What Carole said. It was great to see both of you, anyway, however briefly. It does get easier, I swear. (Until she can’t find her ballet slippers and swears by all that’s blue that she has looked in every place in her room that they could possibly be, and they turn out to be wedged in a pile of stuffed animals between the bed and the wall. Not that that would ever have happened to anyone I know.)

    I can’t believe I missed Nick’s Meadow Farm!

    Comment - May 15, 2007 : 4:59 pm


  6. PumpkinMama says:

    Glad you got out and about, even if it was exhausting. That is a big feat for a new mama.

    Comment - May 15, 2007 : 5:26 pm


  7. Heather says:

    Isn’t it frustrating? LBB is 3 1/2 months, and sometimes just wants to be on the boob ALL DAY. WE had to sneak a break by the bleachers to feed him twice on saturday. The teenagers hanging over us in the bleachers must have had quite a show.
    He also hates to be sat in anything like a stroller and prefers the view from a grownup’s arms. As a result, I’m getting quite muscle-y….hmm.

    Comment - May 15, 2007 : 5:40 pm


  8. Liz K. says:

    Going anywhere with our first was a huge accomplishment. It took a long time for us to get through it. Two boobs up for making the attempt! It’s worth it to buy yarn.

    Comment - May 15, 2007 : 5:48 pm


  9. mamacate says:

    It was so great to see you and meet the little wonder girl. Next time she’s hollering, if I’m in the same county, come get me and I’ll do my best, and if that doesn’t work, I’ll spell ya. I know the gig.

    Hope I get to do more baby-holding at Cummington…Seriously, my arms are free.

    Comment - May 15, 2007 : 10:03 pm


  10. Cyn says:

    Girl… anytime you need a break, gimme a call. Other than a few mtgs here and there, the rest of my time is flexible now! Was great to see you, and be able to share in Sophia’s first (right?) Sheep and Wool.

    Comment - May 15, 2007 : 10:10 pm


  11. Ruth says:

    I obviously missed the fussy bits, because all I remember is how adorable she is. I swear she smiled at me (or was really hungry, but I’m calling it a smile).

    It was lovely to see you, and to meet your girl.

    Comment - May 15, 2007 : 10:13 pm


  12. Laurie says:

    You both looked great despite the intermittent meltdowns.

    Lowered expectations are not a bad thing. Just being there was a major victory.

    Comment - May 16, 2007 : 7:25 am


  13. Jane in London says:

    Good lord, I’ve just spent part of my lunchhour reading about nappy folding…My colleagues will be worrying about me…

    I’m sure Sophia will get less fussy with time, and more lovable and adorable. Hang in there.

    ~x~

    Comment - May 16, 2007 : 8:13 am


  14. cheryl says:

    I’m so glad I got to hold Sophia, she was so beautiful. Even when she’s crying she’s the cutest baby around! And it was good to see you too!

    Comment - May 16, 2007 : 8:14 am


  15. Stephanie says:

    Awww… I feel bad that Sophia was overwhelmed at the fair. My first sheep and wool made me want to cry too. So many people!
    I wish I had been there…There’s nothing I like more than mooching cranky babies.

    She’ll get better with it. I don’t hardly cry at fairs now.

    Comment - May 16, 2007 : 8:29 am


  16. Stephanie says:

    There must have been something in the air up there. My little guy was fussy on Sunday, and I ended up hiding in the empty grange barn to nurse and to make sure he didn’t bother other people. I made mad dashes through the vendor barns, ate a lobster roll, and we were out of there in only a couple of hours.

    One thing I’ve learned though is that no one else thinks the fussing/crying/upset is as bad as we (the mothers) do. It’s hard to relax under those circumstances, but I’m so glad you had friends nearby.

    Comment - May 16, 2007 : 9:51 am


  17. Marcy says:

    Even when Sophia was feeling crabby, she couldn’t disguise the fact that she’s the cutest little Booklet that ever was.

    Comment - May 16, 2007 : 10:59 am


  18. Suzanne V. says:

    Oh, hon, I’m sorry. There’s nothing more frustrating and soul-killing than a baby who won’t stop crying, no matter what you do. My older son had “colic” (what the hell is that, anyway?), and screamed for three solid hours every night for three months. Nothing could stop it, and I was alone with him all day and all evening, every day. I used to sit and rock him in the rocking chair and fantasize about throwing him out the window. Not that I ever would, of course, but several times I had to put him in his crib and walk out of the room to keep from getting hysterical myself. When she’s fussy, you need to be extra sure to take every offer of help. Get every break you can. It sounds worse than it is: she’s fine. It’s yourself you need to take care of.

    Comment - May 16, 2007 : 12:10 pm


  19. nova says:

    Oh, the memories. LS’ first fiber festival was kind of a disaster. He was so overwhelmed, he decided to share his displeasure by screaming, a lot. It’s still important to get out though, I am glad you did. And your sister? The sweetest sister ever, hands down.

    Comment - May 16, 2007 : 2:05 pm


  20. PICAdrienne says:

    Baby secret…if you whisper to them, they will quiet down to listen to you. You don’t actually have to say anything, or you can just count, or say the ABC’s or the words that calm you, whatever your mantra is.

    And, (as a mom of 3, ages 15, 11 and 10) some days are just NOT good days. You have discovered that by now, but sometimes it is reassuring to know that other realize, some days, it is just not a good day.

    Others probably did not notice as much as you think. People react differently. I recall on sunny Sunday afternoon when my oldest was still stroller bound, we were at the zoo, by the monkeys, and one older couple was GLARING at us, because she was noisy (laughter, crowing, happy noises…) Did they expect kids to be quiet at a ZOO??? I think EVERY parent, at one time or another, has been someplace with a baby, when baby was not quite up to it. It is part of being a parent. Hang in…

    Comment - May 16, 2007 : 2:32 pm


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